Confused.

I start my first big girl job on Monday and I'm not really sure how I feel about it.  I'm excited about gaining responsibility and getting a pay check but not sure I accept that my days will be occupied from 8-4:30 every day.  But I'm ready to make some money and start to make big kid decisions. 

I just received the nicest email from my manager.  I'm excited to be working with the therapists I've met so far and hope they'll become good friends.

Boyfriend called me last night and said he's moving up here sooner rather than later.  While I'm so excited for him to live here and see him daily [fingers crossed!], I'm suddenly stressed by having to choose an area of the city/suburbs for him to move to.  This is a big decision that I'd love help with but Boyfriend doesn't know the area and my family won't provide much impact. 

This is an example of not enjoying big girl life.